Today I have to actually choose between two diamonds – one is a dinner date with Jody (my husband) and the other is actually working on house renovations and painting my room where. I am going to be moving craft room my favorite colour.
I will have to say painting the craft room -PINK (my Favorite colour) by myself would have to be it because of the sense of completion and accompaniment I felt plus the happiness and peace I felt being surrounded by that beautiful colour.
. Thr Diamond of the day for this day was a simple but pleasant moment for me
MEETING A WONDERFUL LADY AND NEW POTENTIAL PRIVATE CLIENT
The diamond of the day is hard to explain as I am not sure how to put into words or describe the true essence of it.
DIAMOND OF RARITY
AN INNER SENSE OF STILLNESS / GETTING TO PLAY ROLL OF ONSERVER AND ENJOY THE MOMENT (** this rarely happens for me as my mind is not usually able to stay quiet and still)
Today’s diamond kind of comes at the hand of illness related (not serious) but caused reflection for me.
THE DIAMOND FOR TODAY IS
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS DUE TO ILLNESS — TAKING A BREATHING SPACE TIME AND SLOWING DOWN!! REALIZING SIME THINGS DO NOT NEED TO BE “PUSHED THROUGH” AND IT IS OKAY TO SAY I NEED TODAY OFF TO GET BETTER!!
ALSO LEARNING I CAN CHANGE MY PACE AND SCHEDULE!
Today will be hard to find my diamond of the day as I am feeling low and overwhelmed and stressed!! This constant cold and a heavy work load have me feeling down and frazzled 😞
i know I am grateful for all the important things that we all take for granted – like house, food, shelter and necessities but i need to find something else – a diamond hiding amongst the ordinary..
Diamond I the day Was
GETTING A SURPRISE IN MAIL
. I am working on a project of gratitude where each day I have to select one “diamond” of my day that I feel gratitude about!!
Each day I have to select one diamond to I reflect and pray on and send thoughts of gratitude towards. This proxess just started on Thuraday and already there have been days where I am struggling to find the good. This will prove to be a challenging assignment!!!
Today’s diamond of the day. …
HAVING HOT CHOCOLATE WITH JODY
AFTER HE PICKED ME UP FROM MY
Why can’t you see
Or do you not even care
The hurt you caused
Shattering the heart inside of me
Withholding your affection and time
Throwing me around like s rag doll
Tossed me aside like old worn shoes
Why am I not enough for you?
Pushed me away with every attempt I make
Cringing from my touch
Do you realize no one has hurt me this much?
Promised you would love me
A promise that you could not keep
Leading me on to think you were sincere
How long must the charade go on
Made me beg for affection
Rejecting every plea
Could not find any compassion
Could have just set me free
So tired of feeling so alone
Would rather walk than have to crawl
I am done beating my head against a wall
Time to leave is upon me now