Archive | November 4, 2014

My struggle

I am really struggling today – it feels like a weight is around my chest and I am dragging a boulder!  All I want to do is sleep – stay in bed and hide from the world!  Depression’s hold and force is stronger today than me but I am pushing through this day one foot in front of the  other!!  My kryptonite is this miserable and gloomy day when all I see are dark clouds and no sun!!

I could not even concentrate on writing today – my brain felt too heavy and my thinking felt foggy!! Nothing seemed to make sense or flow properly today – I could not hear the Muse speaking to me.