Messages I Heard

So I have made the decision to go back to church and I am finally finding my way back to who I was!!

I guess you could say I lost my faith and stumbled off the beaten path !!

I tried to find different avenues of spirituality and beliefs to fill an emptiness inside me but nothing
seemed to work!!

Tonight in my hot bath as I was absorbing the silence I got a whispered message from a deceased love one!! Yes I hear spirits and dream about things before they happen!!

But to sum up what happened:
> I was lying in my jet tub
> Started to think of my grandfather
> Then poetry ideas started popping in my head
> A line came to me “Does Anyone Hear Her”
> I got an intuitive thought and feeling
that I needed to look the words up
> I googled it and came across this song
> http://youtu.be/iOd8_wIsK2w
> Then I heard a voice said keep listening
> I listened to every song by Casting Crowns (brought me to tears)
> Then I heard go to Him

So next Sunday (was going to go tomorrow but I have started my monthly friend and am worried I will not be fully alert as my cycles can become severe) my journey back to faith begins!!

Here is my gratitude recipe for day:
> Family and pets
> Messages from beyond
> Hot Baths and jets
> Spending time with Jody
> financial freedom

Whispers

As I sat amongst the silence
Reflecting on my life
A whisper I heard in my ear

The voice I heard was familiar-it’s true
My loved one on an unearthly plane
Spoke to me with love and wisdom Reassured me I had nothing to fear

The answers he said I will find in faith
Return to His house and open your heart
You will find peace in your soul

Forgiveness has always been there
You only have to lift your arms and ask
The door is always open at this Sacred Place

Find your way tomorrow
He expectantly awaits your return
All of the worries you have will be erased

So tomorrow I set out on a journey
Looking for answers I cannot find on my own
Returning back to the comfort of faith

 

 

 

The Collector

Some people collect trinkets
Remnants of travels
Souvenirs of journeys afar

Others collect letters
Treasures from long ago
Bringing them back to a forgotten time

Some bury their pain
Hidden underneath layers of junk
Losing reality amongst the rubble

Once I met a girl so sad and lost
Her possessions could not be seen
Hidden it was behind fortressed walls
Its weight so heavy a load to bear

Her collections weighed heavy
Little jagged pieces of a broken heart
Sorrow and losses followed her daily

Collecting pain and misery
The only thing she knew how to do
Lost amongst her pain all the shattered dreams