Lately with all the changes in my life from medical issues and job losses etc. I have been doing a lot of thinking – I have come to accept that things happen for a reason and we do not always know what the reason is.
So today, I resigned myself to let the universe decide what was right for me as I had an interview for a job – it was for a babysitting job near my house. I meditated on the fact that the universe will let me know if this is right by either having the family hire me and other signs like the children taking to me right away.
I was amazed because all the signs occurred, the family was very approachable and up front with me about situation, I had a good vibe from them and the children took to me right away (kind of warmed my heart) and I was hired.. I start on the 19th of March..
So now I look back at the job loss from HGS Canada and I think to myself – there was a reason that my anxiety made me do stupid things and a reason that I was called on them – the universe knew that it was time for me to go because the environment was reaping havoc on my anxieties.
Another kind of ironic but maybe not coincidence fact is after I had voiced about shopping addictions and everything to my parents and friends, it seemed like things opened up a day after. It was this huge liberating fact that I have hidden so well in the past and I am so ready to face these demons head on now.
So on to a new chapter and new experience – I am truly grateful and relieved that I got this position on top of working with my client because it gives me opportunity to pay bills down quicker and to keep my independence.
So I take this moment to say THANK YOU to my angels, spirit guides, universal helpers and animal guides for helping me through a difficult patch to find new chapters to start.
So here is my gratitude list for today:
- New opportunities
- Support from friends and family
- All my fellow bloggers and fans
- Courage to face demons
- Mild weather yet again 🙂 maybe spring is coming soon..
- Walks with Shadow in school yard.