How do I say good-bye when I never got to say hello?
How do I let go of someone I never got to know?
Why is it someone so small can take a hold of my heart?
Leaving such a large void when we were ripped apart?
What was the purpose of her short visit with me?
For some unknown reason her life was not meant to be!
When does the pain of losing her fade and go away?
I’m sure it is not tomorrow and definitely not today
Where do little souls go when God calls then home?
Are they simply left in heaven to wander and to roam?
Why do I hear her laughter in my head right now?
It is like I feel her presence close to me someway somehow
I close my eyes and see her there
Watching her play as she learns and grows
What would she have become I guess I will never know!
When can I see your precious face?
I hear God answer another time and a different place!
I will have to live each day and night
No one truly understands and knows the pain
This is one of the most emotional poems I wrote.. It is taking a lot of courage for me to share so please if you read it. try to be kind..
I share it because sadly miscarriage is such a common thing and yet so many woman suffer alone and it’s not talked about enough!!